Gosh it's been a while, dah berhabuk teruk dah blog ni hahahaha
1st of all Alhamdulillah I'm finally her in Charlotte, US. Definitely there's so much things that had going on since the past 2 years I updated this blog and it was me feeling bad for treating Amin badly.
Well, obviously it's not something that I am proud of to say n tipu la kalau takde rasa sedihkan.. 2015 we broke up but still continue as friends until now in fact and he was there during my take off to US (15/8) and I truly appreciate him for coming all the way from Kedah.
I'm so thankful that I found my answers in between Amin and me and finally we decided to take each others lane and grow separately.. What makes me stronger is that I have so many people ( family and friends) that had been there with me through out my journey in life and I'm so blessed to have them.
* last picture that we took in McD KLIA on 15th August 2016*
I believe everything happens for a reason and Allah has a better plan for us in the future. I watched him grow for 3 years 1/2 and we grew together although things didn't end up as we planned. Redha tu penting and Alhamdulillah I'm feeling it since the day I took off from Malaysia. Tipu la kalau ckp tak rindu, sayang apetah lg. I love him more than I could have imagine.
People might see and probably looked at him differently (on the negative side) but I'm on the on the other side of the road. because I was the only one who went thru the roller coaster. The way I looked at him as a person who took care of me for the past 3 years 1/2. He taught me a lot and I couldn't express how thankful I am that I had him by my side. His sacrifices lg jgn ckp la. We went through lots of downs rather than the ups. Bersabar jgn ckp la 3 tahun nk tahan dgn prangai Sarah Dayana ni even I couldn't understand myself tbh.
Tp Allah Maha Mengetahui, He choose that person n Dia bg pinjam for a reason. Regardless who I'm going to be with in the future, everybody has their own specialities. Amin is be the first person that managed to put my ego down for everything and taught me on how to manage myself without him. I didn't change because of him but he was the one that hold my back when I decided to give up with myself and I think that was one of the reason that makes me hard to let go but Alhamdulillah I did.
Nobody is ever perfect and will never be, I'm writing this bukan nk backup amin or apa, I'm sharing this to say that now matter how things end up, how bad that person is, there's always a good in them. Never looked down on others. Always have faith for them. I believe they too have their own reason in everything they do and don't worry, I knew. We let each other go in a good way and I have nothing against that.
Allah dah tetapkan the reason why it happened. You met that person for a reason, either for a blessing or for a lesson.
Our love story has ended and I'm blessed and thankful that I've met mine ~
